Below are the 20 most recent journal entries recorded in Laura's LiveJournal:

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Tuesday, February 8th, 2005
9:51 pm	New Journal..... this one got old!!!!!! add me, its Fatal_dream88 Thanx ... love yew all Current Mood: creative Current Music: david (Comment on this)
3:13 pm	im at Patsys!!! Me and David have been fighting ALOT more now, but its about more serious things My 3 closest friends are Patsy, Amber, n Jezka!! Idc if anyone fights or w.e If those gurls werent in my life then idk what i would do!! I hope everything turns out good and stays good...... I love yew all no matter what!!!   n Amber, I do wanna be how we used to be and hopefully that will happen, I know im willin to try :-D love yew always Current Mood: patsy is rushin me to leave:-) Current Music: wanna be a baller (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, February 6th, 2005
9:57 pm	Wow what a long week or w.e it was! Got into sum fights wit some people made up...... sorta Alls I know is that Jezka is wit John, thats what she tells me and thats waht everyone down there knows so she dont need anyone else unless her an meffer are over! srry i just got mad about a comment i saw idk This is the drama i dont wanna deal wit I dont need to lose anybody.......... im so confused and feel so lost ... like everything is TOTALLY different :-/      cant i just *~!ESCAPE!~* Current Mood: confused (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, January 31st, 2005
9:24 pm	Wow what a day!! I need more min. on my cell fone!!! This sucks...... Ok well yea ... Im srry for everything i do/did wrong ... to everyone .... i really am Im such a bad person .. I love David Current Mood: drained Current Music: Davids voice (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, January 30th, 2005
10:01 pm	What an intersting weekend!! Thats all i gotta say! I just dont get how people can act so hateful then all of the sudden they can be so nice!!! Thats not right, Its not that im jealous or that i even care, but I just dont get out who could do that? Especially cuz you are the one who says the shit about how much you hate that!! Well yea, me and David are doing better than any one thinks I love him so much :-P leave sum comments ass holes! Current Mood: Im just not doin good (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, January 24th, 2005
5:28 pm	WOW!! Ok, so David cheated on me and i guess he said cuz "he thought i didnt like him" but seems how I know how this kind of situation goes I decided to give him another chance and we are doin good!!! Right now I am chillenat Patsys wit marlene and obviously patsy :-) Ok well Im out .... My comp works so I will probably write later *x*o*x*o* Laura big fat hoes and losers!!! Current Mood: weird Current Music: nuffin (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, January 20th, 2005
5:38 pm	WOW!!!! Life is one hell of a ride!!! I am wit David! Im happy but some shit has been goin on the past couple days and Im gonna find out the truth today so i guess it will be all good HOPEFULLY!!!! Im at jezka's wit Marlene, Justin, Peirce, and Joe!! Oh yea lol not really .... ok well i just wanted to let everyone know that Im alive and i guess doing good!!! My computer is fucked up and thats why I havent been updating .... yea leave me comments and ill try to make my comp better so i can come online more!!! I love yew!! :-) Current Mood: nervous Current Music: Toungue ring - 36 Mafia (Comment on this)
Monday, January 3rd, 2005
7:45 pm	Icons about everything!! (good icons too!!) by truelove Name Word that best describes you sexyshylovelymysteriousum..poopquirkyperv Icon that describes you Icon that describes your life Icon that reminds you of someone you love Icon that reminds you of someone you hate The one you will marry The one you want to marry Quiz created with MemeGen! (Comment on this)
7:29 pm	I dont know what I did wrong But I know something or someone is wrong and With all the love I have for you I will do whats best and Say GoodBye Forever Any who, all this drama is really getting pathetic!! I hate the fighting, the shit talking, the ganging up, why cant everyone just either get along or not talk at ALL!! Leave a comment, even if it kills you!! I need the attention of anyone, j/p Current Mood: numb (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, December 24th, 2004
8:50 am	Post a memory that you have of me, it can be anything you want, then post this on your journal and see what people remember about you. Merry X-mas Eve!! Current Mood: cheerful (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 14th, 2004
6:38 pm	What a krazy day/night on Monday! Patsy got her license, and me her and Jezka all went out and shoped, it was quite funny!! I had such a Blast, then we had to go home and take Val to the hospital, Something was wrong, she just didnt know what and then we took Jezka home and came back to the hospital and Colleen was getting emitted, so it was krazy, then after we found out they would have to stay the night, me and Patsy went to Mcdonalds(i was staying the night at her house) then stopped by Phil's for like 2 min. then went back to Patsys, Brad and duke were there. Me and Duke talked :-( :-) He let me where his hoody today that like made my day, and waking up and him being there. Oh Colleen and Val came home at like 3 or something, then in the mornin Me, Patsy, Amber, and Amanda all went to Mcdonalds and then me and Amber went to school, cuz Patsy was going to get her braces halfway off. Then school was fun i guess, and then Patsy, Beefy, and Amanda came and got me and Amber after school and took us to the trailer Park. Then we had to drive Beefy home so we did that, and then me Patsy and Amanda just sat around, and walked around, waiting for Brad to get back from where he was with the car, then me amanda and Patsy went looking at Christmas lights, then to Burger King, and then I came home... well yea that wasnt all that exciting but who cares, I saw Duke!!!! n Patys got her interent fixed so thats tight!! Idk what is gonna hapen with me and Duke, I hope I find out soon, he leaves in a flippin month :-( Wanna know who I miss talking to? Kate Evans!! Everytime I see her in the hallways I just wanna scream "I love you Kate" but i dont, cuz idk.....shes so awesome I know we like barely ever talked, but shes still a cool person, I always read her journal and keep up with her "journal life" but idk .... Current Mood: gloomy Current Music: Omarion - O (Comment on this)
Sunday, December 12th, 2004
5:18 pm	DRAMA!!! This is so F*ing pathetic! Why cant me and Jessica be best friends? It has to be Jessica and Amber and me and Amber, Why not me and Jessica? NOOO Jessica can only have Amber as a best friend, can you say BULLSHIT!!! This shit is fucking so pathetic! Its like we are in 5th grade, and if it wasnt for Amber we wouldnt even be having this "agrument" thing! Im srry but me and Jessica are best friends and if you cant or dont want to except that then im srry. Everything is so retarded, like if I write Patsy a note, EVERYTIME you go "Wheres my note" or if i say i love Jessica or that shes my best friend, you go "i thought we were best friends, and what, you dont love me either" it would be different if you did it like once or twice, but everytime, that sounds a lil jealous. Ill admit it, I have absolutely nothing to hide or be 2faced about, I love being wit jessica, we always have fun and never have a stupid lil argument, and it seems like we have been through soooo much, and that we know eachother so well, and i love being wit her. She has never done ANYTHING to betray me or anything and that matters alot to me. Why do you constantly have to put yourself down, make it seem like you are the most horrible person in the world, and that everyone hates you, and you have such a horrile life? You dont realize how much more worse your life could be. You dont have a bad life, and your not a failure, you get caught a couple times and all of the sudden all you do is "betray your parents" Everyone lies and everyone gets caught!!! ok w.e I dont care, Its like your being Emo!!! Oh and yea, I was never there for you, nope never, Then so be it, i can play that was to hun. I never did shit to you I just told the truth about how i thought you couldnt do it. SO then i guess our friendship is ruined, or choice! Im ok with where I stand..... I love you everyone :-) Have fun!!!! Current Mood: amused Current Music: Jezka's voice (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 1st, 2004
8:37 pm	I havent gone to school since the 23rd Ive been sick ... I love Duke, Hopefully Ill get to see him **yea Right** well Im still alive .... Leave me comments Crackheads :-) **Kiss Kiss** Current Mood: peaceful Current Music: amber talking ... :-) (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 23rd, 2004
7:09 pm	I swear people piss me off All they do is lie!!! Is it that hard to tell the truth GODDDD!!! I love Duke ..more and more each day I dont even have to see him I wish i saw or talked to him more tho Its break ... im happy :-) hmm yea ... Current Mood: hopeful Current Music: mario - Let me love you (Comment on this)
Saturday, November 6th, 2004
7:04 pm	hes not leaving for a while.... how fun... NOT we dont talk... Life is pretty messed up me sis joe n Jezka should be going to play pool soon:-) I love HIM!!! Current Mood: excited Current Music: Al yellin cuz I didnt answer him (Comment on this)
Monday, October 18th, 2004
7:21 pm	I ahevnt talked to him in forever, and he will be gone in such short time WUT THE FUCK AM I GONNA DO!!!??? I need him :-/ an how am i supposed to see him when i never talk to him??? omg .... well my weekend was alright, i went to 2 haunted houses... there were tight we should be going to more this weekend, and I wanna see the movie Grudge ... wow I cost a lot lol well who cares Im sick of people and things OMG!!! me and Patsy are like on talking terms that makes me feel good!! I love Duke and everyone Knows that so :-( OMG and Today me, Amber, Jessica, and Crystal were all in Crystals room and Crystal opened up her blue book and there were 4 uno cards and they said Crystal - Elmo Jessica - Gizmo Amber - Bam Bam Laura - Blondie That made me feel so Awesome ... i swear, it was the best!!! Current Mood: and sad..... (Comment on this)
Saturday, October 16th, 2004
6:12 pm	Happy Sweetest Day..... :-/ All this shit is getting old I need a new life, or there just needs to be more exciting things in my life :-( I hate you n I love Him Current Mood: frustrated (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, October 10th, 2004
4:16 pm	I want you to post anything that you want..... Anything! Post a story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love - anything. Be sure to post anonymously(if ya want) & honestly. Random Things!!! Best Friend - Amber Biggest Flirt – Idk.. Marlene LOL!!!(gettin loud by the mexicans) the Idiot – Mo Mo Craziest/but Awesome – Tara and Jessica Smartest – IDK Biggest Dork – We all are Dorks the Goofball – Nick lol the Baby – Sarah the Quietist – .... prolly Crystal the Jerk – sometimes Mo Mo Is the weirdest? Sam lol Is the funniest? Amber Who is the moodiest? IDK.. Biggest player? IDK Who do you usually go to about all of your problems? Amber Who comes to you? ....Idk ... Amber Do you have a crush on someone? More than just a crush Do they know? YES Laughs the weirdest? me lol ... I have so many laughs Makes you laugh the most? Amber Who have you known the longest? Chris ... Sandy and Melanie Current Mood: okay (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 6th, 2004
9:52 pm	[Name]: Laura [Nickname]: hmm ... I dunno [First Breath]: April 12, 1989 [Age]: 15 [Astrological sign?]: Aries [Resides In]: Clinton Twp. MI [Sexual Preference]: guys [Marital Status]: single... [Religion]: IDK ... i dont think I have one [Eye color]: Hazel [Height]: 5'4 [Shoe size]: 8/9 [Parents still together?]: no [Siblings]: matt, tommy, jason, derek, jeff, and sis(julie) [Pets?]: none [In school/graduated]: Sophmore [What do you drive?]: nothing Favorites: [Color]: Blue n Pink [Number]: 8 [Vehicle]: idk [Flower]: rose [Soda]: Mt. Dew [Book]: Tupac Ressurection [Band]: Tupac [Song]: Life Goes On - Tupac Do you... [Color your hair?] yes [Twirl your hair?] no [Have tattoos?] no [Piercings?] no [Have a boyfriend/girlfriend/both?] no [Drink/Smoke?] yes/yes [Like roller coasters?] yes lol [Wish you could live somewhere else?] yes [Like cleaning?] sometimes idk why though [Write in cursive or print] usually print [Own a web cam?] yes [Know how to drive?] yea [Own a cell phone?] yes [Ever get off the damn computer?] no .... i dont think so lol [Hablar Espanol?] NO Have you ever... [Gotten a speeding ticket?] no [Been in a wreck?] no [Been arrested?] yea [Been in a fist fight?] yea [Kicked someone in the nuts?] ow.. yea [Stolen anything?] yea [Held a gun?] yes [Drank?] yes [been so drunk you couldn't walk?] hmm IDK maybe [Cheated on someone?] unfortunately ... yea, but i changed...:-/ [Cried over a girl?] my sister [Cried over a boy?] like 3 [Lied to someone?] yea [Been in love?] I am ... [Fallen for your best friend?] yea... not a good thing [Made out with JUST a friend?] yea [Been rejected?] maybe [Been in lust?] yea [Used someone?] no [Been used?] maybe [Been cheated on?] yes [Been kissed?] yes [Experimented with homosexuality?) NO! Now... [Current mood] ... ok I guess [current taste] a listerine thingy [Current hair] down [Current thing I ought to be doing] seeing if I have h/w [Current cds in stereo] nothing [Current crush]...Love ... DUKE [Current job] none [Last book you read] The Devil Met A Lady [Last movie you saw] IDR [Last thing you ate] pop tarts [Last person you talked to on the phone] My sister Do you... [Do drugs?] ..... [have a dream that keeps coming back?] yea [play an instrument?] no [Believe there is life on other planets?] not really [Remember your first love?] yea [Still love him/her?] no [Remember the first person you were IN love with?] Yes [Still IN love with him/her?] Yea [Read the newspaper?] No [Believe in miracles?] Sometimes [Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?] yes [Consider yourself tolerant of others?] yes [Consider love a mistake?] sometimes [Have a favorite candy?] no [Believe in astrology?] Yes [Believe in magic?] No [Believe in God?] sorta [Do well in school?] now I do [go to or plan to go to college] yes [Wear hats?] no [Hate yourself?] sometimes [Have an obsession?] yes [Have a secret crush?] not secret [Do they know yet?] yes [collect anything?] no [Have a best friend?] .... not really [Close friends?] yes [Like your handwriting?] no [Care about looks?] mine .. yes =Love life= [First crush] lol Jeremy First kiss] Jeremy [single or attached?] attached [Ever been in love?] I am [you believe in "the one?"] yes [Describe your ideal significant other] .. hmm idk why but Duke [Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing?] yes [Favorite place to be kissed] Neck [Are you a tease?] yes [Shy to make the first move?] not really Are you a... [Wuss] no [Druggie] no [Daydreamer] yes [Freak] no.. well ;-) [Dork] yea [Bit*h/As*hole] yea [Brat] yea [Sarcastic] yea [Angel] ha [Devil] ya [Shy] not really [Talkative] yes [Joker] yes [Flirty] no Current Mood: bored Current Music: mom n Rick arguing (Comment on this)
Sunday, October 3rd, 2004
11:31 pm	My weekend was alright ... well mainly only Friday cuz I stayed the night at Crystals Then Saturday I went to my dads... I am talking to Duke right now... :-) lol So far everything has been going good i guess... cept duke leaving but hey what can I do.... I hope one day he will realize I love him I wouldnt bullshit and waste my time and his with this shit.... he dont trust women :-( i tryed tellin him he can trust me but ... nope oh well ... life sucks .. get over it .. lol Im out .. this is boring .. Peace Love Always and forever Laura Current Mood: lol it looks so cool Current Music: Over and Over Again - Nelly (Comment on this)